For the last ten years or so I have had this recurring dream. I am in a large house. It usually starts off being The Old Rectory,
the first house we lived in when we moved from London, but then I realise there
are parts of it I didn’t know were there.
I walk through whole wings, endless bedrooms, hidden corridors, dusty
echoing spaces. Firstly I feel
overwhelmed. How can I cope with all
this? And then comes a feeling of
mounting dread. There is some evil
hidden away here, something that mustn’t be awoken. The feeling intensifies and it becomes a
nightmare – the kind that has one waking with a gasp, heart pounding, scrabbling
for the light.
As I walked into Yobaba Lounge I felt a jolt. This place.
What was it? Then Gertrud gave me
a tour of the whole house and I realised. This was the place in my dream. Or very close. The house is vast, so vast Gertrud isn’t
quite sure how many rooms there actually are.
‘I think there were fifty originally,’ she says. ‘But now, since we took out partitions and so
on? Who knows?’ Many have been beautifully restored but even
more are still slumbering. Some rooms
you can’t even access – they are blocked up.
How weird is that?
Now I’m fascinated by houses, by homes.
So much so that I wrote five books about them (well, six if you include
the illustrated version of Spirit of the Home).
I firmly believe homes have personalities just as distinct as people’s. Even new homes, brand new places, can’t help
but be influenced by the land on which they are built; by their proximity to
other places; by the layout of their rooms; by the direction in which they
face. The Chinese knew this and developed
the art and science of feng shui to explain it.
The Indians knew it and developed Vastu Shastra for the same
reasons. I could go on, with examples
from all the indigenous traditions of the world, but you get the picture.
This one had more than a personality; it had the resonance of a
temple. And, as I lay on the hammock,
idly gazing back at the house, something struck me. The main part with its three pillars mapped
out the Kabbalistic Tree of Life. Ten
windows for ten sephiroth. Except…it
didn’t quite fit. But then…doh…the
bottom sephirah is Malkuth, the Kingdom, the realm of Earth. So, go figure, Malkuth is the Earth, the
ground on which the chateau sits. And
then it all fitted perfectly. It links
neatly with tantric yoga too – with its triangles pointing up (Shiva) and down
(Shakti). And I spun it round, so it
became three-dimensional and then it became a Merkaba, a divine space-time
ship. Oh, I do so love this kind of
playful mind game.
This illustration of the Tree of Life shows it pretty clearly. So, Malkuth (Malchut, the bottom red sphere) is in the Earth. Da'at is the 'hidden' sephirah, known as 'Knowledge' - it corresponds with the Abyss that separates the lower spheres from the supernal triangle.
It’s pretty common to look at a house with an eye to the chakras (so
downstairs rooms are lively and earthy and need equally punchy earthy colours –
vibrant reds and sociable oranges and energising yellows). As you move up to the next floor, more
soothing balancing colours come in – blues or greens for sleeping. And up the top, should one have space, is the
ideal place for meditation rooms (in shades of violet, indigo or pure
white). So, no wonder that Gertrud and
Mangalo had placed the yoga shala up at the top of the house – in Kether, the
crown chakra – and no wonder it was such a peaceful space, conducive to deep
states of meditation.
Does any of this matter? No, not
really. Does it have a practical
application? Well, only in as far as one
could work with the energy of the house, by boosting the energy of certain
spaces. But mainly, it’s just cosmic
play.
And, oh…my dream house? I found
out what had been hiding in the dark corners.
Am I brave enough to tell you? I’m
not sure.
1 comment:
Have to love that, when I posted a link to this on FB, a comment called it 'nuts'. :)
btw, I should make it clear that this trip was instigated by Queen of Retreats and that my full report on the retreat (not this kind of rambling bonkers) will appear on their website (not here).
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