|Yeah, I felt like that...|
Now where was I? Please excuse my discombobulation but I spent the weekend with my friend Kate and consequently I have had about two hours’ sleep, no longer have any vocal chords and my atoms really do feel as if they have been rearranged back to front.
We went to Glastonbury. Really I could stop right there and you’d get the picture but, actually, you wouldn’t because Glastonbury wasn’t quite as Glastonbury as it normally is. We both agreed it was odd that we saw
- No dogs on strings
- No men in cloaks (with or without optional swords or staffs)
- No women in cheap velvet medieval barmaid dresses
- No people of any gender giving you those penetrating ‘I’m a magician; no really, I am!’ stares
|Yeah, he looked like that (only older and fatter)|
We were looking for a healer of some sort (preferably the chiropractic sort really) as some tosspot had arsended her car and left her with whiplash. The first place we tried said CLOSED (even though the guy was sitting staring blankly at us through the window). The second place we tried offered us Tracey. Tracey had pin-in rainbow-coloured dreadlocks and apparently practiced Tibetan head massage so there were a whole bunch of damn good reasons right there why we backed away. Then we walked up some stairs and found this hobbit. Seriously. And so I left Kate with the hobbit for an hour and a half and floated round lusting after sky high bright red platform boots and buying out of print books with hilarious covers and flying incense.
And the hobbit fixed Kate. Which really surprised the hell out of all of us.
And then we went back to her house and talked. And talked. And talked.
There’s a whole long list of reasons why I love Kate but I think the trait I admire the most is her honesty. We had some bloody deep conversations, about some pretty tough stuff. We didn’t always agree; in fact we agreed to disagree totally about some things. Other firmly held opinions were batted back and forth very vigorously but without bulldozing, without demeaning. We listened to one another; we tried to understand one another through this imperfect medium of language. We failed, frequently, so we tried again, a different way, using different words. And we didn’t give up until we’d got to understanding. Not necessarily agreement – but understanding. I can’t tell you how refreshing that is.
She’s bloody smart. She’s very real. She’s exceedingly brave.
She’s also got a shedload of wisdom in that noddle of hers. She talks a load of sense. And no, of course she doesn’t always follow her own wisdom. She gets tripped up and falls over. Just like all of us. And she freely admits it. Which is another reason I love her. It’s like I keep saying - I get queasy around gurus. If someone is perfect; if someone is always gleaming pure white light with a side order of fluffy unicorns, rainbow dolphins and sparkly angels, my eyes narrow in disbelief. Okay so there might be the odd ascended master or whatever floating around but I haven’t come across any, as far as I’m aware. Everyone else can only be good enough, pure enough, right enough, spiritual enough. It’s like parenting. Everyone fucks up sometimes. And if people don’t, I get suspicious. What are they suppressing? What are they hiding? The people I trust, that I pay attention to, that I listen to, that I love, are the ones that lose the plot from time to time; that screw it up totally every so often; that are beautifully, blissfully, humanly flawed. And, actually, if you look at most religions – with the honourable exception of Buddhism – there’s a whole lotta prophets and gods and what have you basically going medieval all over the place. Food for thought, huh? J
|God, I love it when you get angry. :)|
Btw, Kate doesn’t *get* Marek. Not remotely. No sirree. Yet, here’s the funny thing. As I sat and listened to her, it all started sounding weirdly familiar. So much so that I kept shaking my head to dislodge the feeling of déjà vu. Really, it was like listening to his twin. Except she's female and Englandish of course.